=)

2009-09-01T19:03:00.002+08:00

Finally blogging agn ! =D
last week was sick.. =(
vomit eating kfc on tues..
saw a hair in the mashed potato..
at nite fking puked like 9- 10 times..
vomit till so uncomfy..
face pale like GHOST !
rotted a few days..
give sch a miss for like 3 days..
rested at home..
=(
did nth..
only slp..
the worst is eat wad vomit wad like anorexic..
=x
Anw happy teacher's day ! =D

feeling faded?
i doubt so..

2009-08-25T21:13:00.004+08:00

Heart's raining..
i dont know what happened..
everything is going wrong..
nth's right..
jux in like 2-3 months..
met up wif 3 flashers alr..
met one last wk..
freaked out..
nv felt tat scared before..
coz this fking guy walked close to me..
how suai can i be?
i wonders..
buang El oral also..
coz the question was like difficult..
hai..
chinese o lvl B3..
disappointed..
everything seems so zzz to me..
hai..
wont be posting much..
bye..

missed you like hell..

2009-08-08T13:29:00.002+08:00

Hi..
i noe my blog going dead and its super damn freaking boring..
=(
but really not in e mood to post..
getting really in duno wad stupid..
i really duno..
confused for duno wad..
=(((
hai...

2009-07-29T20:09:00.002+08:00

Hello..
I'm sick..
Having fever now..
super xin ku n uncomfy..
going b ah wang soon le..
my fever went up to as high as 39.5..
hahaha..
damn high..
can boil egg le.. =x
have mc for 6 days..
so can say gdbye to my prelims le..
zz..
tats all le..
gotta rest..
bye~

2009-07-21T21:31:00.003+08:00

Hello ppl ~~
sry for not posting for so long..
finally have the time now.. =)
as i finished coursework A n B..
boyfriend left..
was sad..
cried like hell..
sry cant stop myself from crying even tho i say i wont.. =(
N thx for consoling me ppl..
N thx for pei-ing me make bus n tryinto cheer me up.. =)
i noe i kept crying which is quite irritating..
but millions of apologies.. k?
nth much alr..
will try not to emo.. =)

love u k?
missing u alr..
will wait for u.. =)
muackx..

2009-07-01T21:11:00.002+08:00

4 yrs is not short..
anything can change..
we cant predict future..
we are aware of tat..
doubting if we can last tat long..
conclusion is tat its very difficult..
most likely not..
facing the reality..
everything changes..
very well aware of it..
hurting like hell..
but i cant change anything..
wad i can do is let time pass and let nature take its course..
only thing i could do now is wait...

2009-06-23T15:56:00.003+08:00

OMG..
I JUX SAW A FLASHER!
On my way to meet my bf for studying..
this fking old angmoh uncle..
was outside e bus..
i was inside..
he use a plastic bag to cover his tat thing n showed..
i was stoning..
den i saw i was like omg..
den this fking man still smile at me..
omg..
n we showed me tat thinng at e rp bus stop which was like alot of ppl..
N he show me?!
SO GALS PLZ BE CAREFUL OF THESE KIND OF FKING UNCLES..
i felt like vomiting recalling tat fking incident !!
arghh..
I shud not have stone so much n use my hp to snap him!
=(
Bye!

2009-06-17T12:25:00.001+08:00

Its sux nobody is perfect..

2009-06-11T10:59:00.001+08:00

Some outing on sat !
tat day i smudge my make up like ghost !!
T.T
all of them was like laughing n laughing at me..
Happy bdae to lynette !!

2009-06-10T19:33:00.001+08:00

I'm afraid of stepping deeper and deeper to u...
Even deeper then last time...

2009-06-06T23:30:00.003+08:00

Overdue pic

Hello..

Congratz mr yon & mrs yon !
they were super sweet..
=)
photos r not wif me..
will update soon as sonn as i get them..
ok?
coz my blog is very boring..
need more photos..
having some wierd mood swings..
which is bad..
hai..
hope to have no restrictions..
really hoped to go club..
=(

2009-06-05T22:33:00.003+08:00

Hi ppl..
sry for no pics agn.. jux blame my stupid noob com n hp..
coz i jux could not put any pics inside which made me so pissed..
omg..
i think pics next time ba..
many many many apologies..
oh ya..
i jux had my 2 yr anni not long ago...
i am super happy la..
hahaz..
oh ya..
tml mr yon's wedding..
omg..
congratz!!
attending it..
i am so excited..
omg!
hahaz..
so pics will b on tml..
alright?
tats all for now..
bye~~
Come back tml kaes?
Oh ya!!
Happy belated bdae to jinyu and huishan..
=)

2009-05-25T19:10:00.003+08:00

Hello ppl..
ok i am jux so bored..
tat i come here to post wif boring stuffs..
wif many many words..
was late to sch..

so went cp after sch to eat pizza hut..
lots of funny things happened..
it seems like i becoming a clown alr..
=(
i dun wan to b a clown wif red nose n curly hair..
was arguing if i was yellow..
i die die oso denying..
T.T
mayb shud accept..
but wadever..
i dun1 to accept..
=)
oh btw..
i am super happy..
coz my 2 yr anni is coming..
YEA!!!

OH YA GO CHENNING'S BLOG FOR MORE DETAILS !

she is my DARLING now..

hehe ！

2009-05-21T22:27:00.003+08:00

Hello~~
I am posting because i am feeling..
@#$%^&*
pissed..
i am freaky fking pissed..
damn..
my heart dun feel well..
it jux hurt bit by bit..
having someone who dunno how to appreciate jux dun feel nice..
so this is how i feel..
feeling and emotions mixed tgt..
i am confused..
plz..
hai..
shud i listen to doraemon?
forgive n forget?
i doubt..
wad if it happened?
i guess i will b hurt to death or go crazy..
having many quarrels wif him lately..
like matters of hong za bo n dun care abt me..
all these r like some small matters..
but i jux make a big fuss out of it..
i wish i hv a little more trust on him..
i wished i wished i wished..
feeling very very very not nice...
hai..

2009-05-20T21:17:00.007+08:00

Hello..

today had practical exam..

which was super disastrous..

zzz..
i think overall only my toast and chawamushi was alright..
other den tat it was crap..
threw e macoroni and the jelly away..
shud have made little cakes instead..
waa..
i noe how to make one..
T.T
but heng every1 who ate my chawamushi say its nice..
if not i really can jump down from e building alr..
hahaz..
i swear i really going to learn cooking from my parents..
=)
btw no pics for e dishes today coz it is at teachers camera..
hahaz..
sry..
=)
N sry mel for making those sweetie water on ur skirt..
=(
O ya..
doraemon sux!!
hahaz..
jk la..
=)
bye..

Get well soon Huishan ! =)

o ya abit emo today..
over bf..
reason i oso not known by myself..
=(

2009-05-18T19:57:00.002+08:00

Hi!!!
I nv go sch today..
=(
I did not pon sch !!
I jux not feeling well..
sis was sick too..
so went to see doctor tgt..
got 1 day mc while my sis got 3 days mc..
not fair!!
is she chuan ren de lo..
=((
den ate wif her jiu go hm le..
ate medi and slp..
wake up n bath..
god n i am now here blogging..
=(
my mum asked me to bring my bf to my house for dinner..
omg omg omg...
i think my mum will question him..
omg omg omg..
waaa..
i cnt think of anything alr..
>.<
tian ahhhhh..
@#$%^&
i dun1 anything bad to happen..
*cross finger*
ok..
wadever ba..
let nature take its course..
bye~~

My piggy bf is still slping..
=(
i love u..
=)

2009-05-17T22:29:00.002+08:00

Wa..
today seriously sux..
my sis go take my hp n look at my sms..
=(
N i knew it..
she found i got bf after i hide for so long..
but to my surprise my parents did not say anything..
they jux nag nag nag..
T.T
but after they i jux felt better..
hehe..
i think they gonna accept it or smth??
really hope so..
T.T
i jux think my sis is intruding into my privacy for too much..
Rahhhhh!!!
kinda mad..
wadever..
bye!!

2009-05-13T14:17:00.002+08:00

Today is my 100th post..

Lalala..

sry for not posting for so long..

my blog is rotting..

so i posted coz SOMEBODY say its sooooo boring..

yea..

everyday is bored..

study bit by bit everyday..

juz met bf today..
miss him like hell now alr..
=(
i noe my blog is super boring..
considering to delete my blog alr..
hahaz..
bye..
i love my bf ong faloon!!!
=))

2009-05-03T20:10:00.001+08:00

Ytd was our 23 months anniversary..

was too busy to post..

haha..

Tat means 1 morth to our 2 yrs..

i love u..

2009-04-30T19:41:00.000+08:00

Hai..

I am feeling extremely sad..

i really nth to say..

hai..

bye..

2009-04-26T20:40:00.002+08:00

If your birthday is on the 27th day of the month
You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a kind loving person.

I think its quite true..

For some reason i feel very scared n worried..

My heart is trembling in fear..

2009-04-26T17:12:00.002+08:00

Hi ppl..

i guess whenever i blog i seems to b sad..

hai..

my throat seems to get stuck..

i am feeling disappointed..

i guess i duno e real u..

my care n concern dun seems to get appreciated..

hai..

i tot i will not think abt u n dun care but i jux cant seems to do so..

my brain jux cant stop thinking abt u..

~~37 days to anni ♥~~

2009-04-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl..

i won't b posting so much nowadays..

coz i am going to study..

as i did really bad..

my bf now became my 'tutor'..

which is a really bad one..

coz he threatened me..

he forced me to do hmwk n memorize things..

which is a bad thing..

but no matter wad he does is for my own gd..

i noe..

so i shall i b a gd gal..

ya so bye~~

i love u no matter wad..

muackx..

43 days to 2 yr anniversary♥

2009-04-18T23:53:00.003+08:00

U are my motivation for everything now..

i will study really hard..

I love you..

i miss you like hell alr..

I cnt imagine how it will b when i lose u..

45 days to 2 yr ♥

2009-04-15T20:30:00.005+08:00

Today is boring as usual..

was emo-ing almost all day long..

i am still emo-ing abit now..

after sch went rp wif peeps..

had kfc and went back to sch..

to support wan ying, erika n jz..

they was having some kind of inter house soccer match..

was kinda funny to see gals playing soccer..

lolx..

anw had fun when we 'scold' her..

kinda scold..

she is like bitchy n flirty..

den after tat hm-ed..

sry..

i was toking on e phone all e way hm..

sry..

was emo-ing abit..

yea..

so bye..

u really leaving..

much more earlier den i expected..

i am still not prepared..

i am still kinda dependent on u..

its time for me to b dependent..

whenever i hv terrible moodswings..

u always tried giving in to me..

tho i really hate it when u go club..

neglecting me sometimes..

i am still so terribly in love wif u..

i will try my very best to wait upon ur return..

i 'll love u always..

49 days to 2 yr ♥

2009-04-14T22:25:00.003+08:00

I feeling so freaking emo..

i feel so fk up..

hai..

Posted 3 times..

i guess i am jux too emo..

I hope i won break down n cry..

Quiz

2009-04-14T21:53:00.003+08:00

Directions: Mark the stupid things you've done, then add up the number of questions you marked This test is out of 5o questions, which means you have to (x2) so as to get your percentage.

1. [ ] Forget to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out.
2. [X ] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails.
3. [X] Broken a chair by leaning it back.
4. [X] Had gum fallen out of your mouth while you're talking.
5. [X] Choked on your own spit while you were talking.
6. [ ] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head.
7. [] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush.
8. [X] Have looked for something for at least 5mins then realized it was in your hand.
9. [X] Tried to push a door when it said pull.
10. [X] Tried to pull a door when it said push.

Total: 14%

11. [ ] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love potion.
12. [X] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit someone else.
13. [ ] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs.
14. [X] Have gotten gum stuck on your hair.
15. [X ] Had gum fell out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble.
16. [ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in microwave.
17. [X] Have had a juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it.
18. [X] Have had your drink come out from your nose because you were laughing so hard.
19. [X] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name.
20. [] Have skinned your toes because you were playing soccer or kick ball with flip flops or barefooted.

Total: 12%

21. [X] Have a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out to the public with it on.
22. [X] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle.
23. [X] Have run into a closed door.
24. [] Search for your handphone while you were talking on it.
26. [X] It has taken you more than 5min to get a joke.
27. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck on your hair dryer.
28. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck on a fan.
29. [X] Have tripped on a crack in the sidewalk.
30. [X] Said o'clock after saying how many mins after the hour. eg. 5:15 oclock.

Total: 12%

31. [ ] After someone told you there was a gum on the ground, you stepped on it.
32. [X] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside.
33. [X] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else.
34. [ ] Ever been kicked out of grocery store/off their property.
35. [X] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even tho you knew it was hot.
36. [X] Taken off your clothes to change into something else, then accidentally put the old clothes back on.
37. [X] Wondered why something wasn't working, then realized it wasn't plugged in.
38. [X] Put the cereal into the fridge, then put the milk in the cupboard.
39. [X] Walked into a pole.
40. [X] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someone shoes by accident.

Total: 16%

41. [X] Put your shirt on backwards/inside out without realizing it, then left your house.
42. [ ] Tried to take pictures of someone eye with the flash on.
43. [X] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even tho you knew it was too small.
44. [X] Walked out of a bathroom with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it.
45. [X] Went to do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forget what it was that you were going to do.
46. [X] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it.
47. [X] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up.
48. [X] Have poked yourself in the eye.
49. [ ] Have gotten in the shower with your socks on.
50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair.

Total : 14%

Total percentage : 68%

GD LUCK IN UR SYF!!!

2009-04-14T18:22:00.006+08:00

Hello ppl..

added blog song..

its nice..

olivia's voice is soothing..

Title : Sometimes when we touch

Today as usual..

everything was boring..

except lit..

we had 2 whole periods playing..

we was di siao-ing wanying n jon lee..

damn fun..

N e sad thing is jordan gave e hamster away alr..

had assembly..

chen ning was modelling..

she was pretty pretty..

we cheered for her..

as loud as we can.

had hg mall wif fren..

ate n slack at library..

went hm..

N i am now emo-ing like hell..

wanted to meet bf at first..

coz he was nearby but..

he was wif his frenz so suan le ba..

i always noe his fren is much for important den me..

but i find myself more n more 介意 abt it.

mayb he is leaving soon ba..

i guess so..

was emo-ing abt some clubbing stuffs..

coz i think its unfair..

hai..

fk..

i think i hving many problems lately..

every1 in my family is emo-ing which has no communication at all..

coz something happened..

my mum wanted to migrate back to hk..

which means she say she dun1 come back..

i won't see her till i go n vist her..

hai..

mayb outside i dun emo so much..

but at hm i jux can't stop myself from thinking..

sadness can u plz go away??

plz..

i miss my bf..

9 days din meet..

but i jux feel so empty..

i dun feel like seeing him tho i miss him alot..

hai..

he won b free anw..

he jux too busy wif his frenz..

fk..

y am i jealous-ing?

i feel so childish..

2009-04-13T21:59:00.005+08:00

I'm emo..

so i am trying to entertain myself..

thinking abt a damn funny conversation wif erika n mel jux now..

Erika/Mel: Wad will u do if some strangers touch u?

Me: Touch him back (being lame)

Mel: Wad if he rapes u?

Me: Rape him back

Mel: Wad if some stranger flashes at u?

Me: Flash him back !!

They laughs..

lolx..

I noe if really something like this happened i sure kick his balls out..

Laughs..

Jux being super lame..

Bye~

2009-04-13T19:16:00.010+08:00

Hello ppl..

today was boring as usual..

had some monday blues mood..=(

after chem at the lab there...

saw this disgusting creature..

i tot its not dead yet..

so i went to blow ot..

surprisingly..

it was dead n dropped on e floor..

every1 freak out..

hahaha..

so damn funny..

lolx..

was kinda emo-ing now..

after knowing of wad happened..

feel kinda funny n angry n disapointed..

jux some mixture of feelings..

which made me felt rather emo..

bf got back his hp..

called him..

but toking to him jux make me feel zzz..

feel much more emo..

felt that something is changing in between us..

i think he dun miss me n stuffs..

hai..

i think i shall jux stop thinking abt him..

hai..

i hope tat sadness does not exist in this world..

nobody will cry or get sad or emo..

hai..

JINGZHI

Cheer up kaes??

I hope to see the bubbly and cheerful gal soon..

I hope to see u wif ur bright smile jux like e pic up there..

Dun think too much..

I loves u many many..

Any1 wanted a white n brown hamster from jordan??

ITS SUPER CUTE..

i swear..

too bad i cnt keep coz my mummmy is scared..

TELL ME !!!

FOC de..

Jordan will bring it to u after sch..

=))

Any1 willing to adopt this cutie??

2009-04-11T20:33:00.004+08:00

Today went sch..

met mr william goh for ss wif wan ying..

god..

i jux realise i am damn super very noob in ss..

i only tot i was noob but now..

i gonna work hard..

lolx..

den went studying..

dilly dally here n there..

after eating managed to have some real studying..

dens pull wan ying around din wanna go hm..

lolx..

but finally hm i was..

was looking thru my chat log..

N i found some1 random..

N for only first time i tok to him..

for like half an hour..

he told me tat i very ~~innocent~~..

very 'malleable'..

very to 'make use'?

which i think back which was quite true..

zzzz..

i hoped i changed over like 1 yr plus alr..
btw..

i saw some things which could not b revealed..

how i hoped i nv read those stuffs..

oh fk..

i wish i can brain wash myself..

omg omg..

i cnt believe it..

zzz..

oh gooooooddddd..

=(((

i'm both hungry n bloated..

lolx..

i duno yy..

lolx..

my life is like upside w/o my mum..

hahahaz..

she's at hk enjoying herself..

=((

i got a urge to go travelling suddenly..

i wanna go korea..

i wan to play snow..

rahhhh..

=((

bf called me..

was happy to hear him agn..

he back at tml nite..

but my mum is coming back too..

which is bad bad bad..

=(((

2009-04-10T19:30:00.005+08:00

Ytd nite..

bf called me in e middle of the night around 2 plus..

was wondering if he does'nt want me anymore..

coz he will call me everytime he went mal..

but he went mia for 2 days alr..

was glad he called me..

missing him many many..

crapped n fall into deep slp agn..

i 4got wad i told him..

lolx..

i guess i was half awake n half aslp somehow..

was glad anyway to hear his voice..

so early in e morning..

wake up from deep pain..

i could not find any panadol..

n i tot i gonna die from deep pain..

some how in pain i fall aslp n e pain went away..

was wanting to fly kite wif melia..

but e weather went moody n we cancelled it..

i went to studying at hm..

finally..

N did some housework as my mum is away...

so nth much..

i am starting to study..

jia you neh..

bye~

bf is going to come back on sunday..

2009-04-09T22:52:00.002+08:00

Hamster cute !!

Hamsters slping ~~

Ytd wake up to go to the autistic child thingy..

they were kind of ke lian..

zz..

den euge 's fren gave her hamsters..

which was like damn cute..

aww..

how i wish i have 2 hamsters too..

they were like so nice to touch..

i wish i could have them too..

but my mummy is scared of hamsters..

hai..

so keeping hamsters shud b out of my mind..

today was ok for overall..

N i passed my napfa test..

N Mr Yong noe abt my bf..

he say he was a bad boy after sec 2 coz he keep clubbing !!

knew it..

he hong alot of gals at club..

btw i made erika fall down which is damn guilty..

sry erika !!
=(

N i felt like super damn dizzy after running..

N i even puked abit..

this shows how weak i am..

i hv decided to admit this..

i am a weakling..

While walking to lit..

Andy said something which made me damn pissed off..

wth lo..

thinking of it makes me fumes !!

wth wth wth..

fine..

had maths test..

its fine but i think i flunk it..

wanying came my house..

jux to eat my tom yum maggi..

lolx..

i managed to tempt her..

wahahha..

watch final destination 1..

its like disgusting but i still loved it..

lolx..

jux love seeing disgusting stuffs..

lolx..

btw i waiting for my dad to bring supper back..

i skipped dinner n i am super hungry now..

i can gobble up a cow..

N lastly

I WAN HAMSTERS !!

2009-04-07T20:49:00.002+08:00

Hello~

today was normal..

very was like damn sian like usual..

zzz..

had napfa..

which i sux like hell..

lolx..

i deproved alot..

Sit up: 32

Sit & reach :48 cm

Incline pull up : 7

Standing Broad jump: 175 cm

Shutter run :12.1 sec

noob rite?

i seriously deproved comparing to last yr..

i still hv 1 more 2.4 km to go..

dead..

i hope i can pass in 1 time..

really hope..

but my stamina is dropping..

my 1.4 km run alr made me felt like fainting...

zz..

fine..

lets fate take place..

bf is going mal..

i gonna be bored w/o him..

will miss him like mad..

2009-04-06T20:49:00.003+08:00

Web-cammed wif wanying ytd..

have alot of fun..

hahahaha..

was laughing like mad lo..

hahaha..

den my bf came to my house..

my mum's not around n i was bored to death..

N my bf reached..

N he continued to slp..

zzz..

N so i continue web-cam wif wan ying until i was like =.=

N i off to do work..

lolx..

N he pei-ed me for dinner..

like 10 plus he den went hm..

N i went to watch final destination..

which was like super disgusting in parts..

now abit fear of roller coasters..

N feel tired n slpt..

was happy when my bf pei- ed me when i was lonely n emo..

i love my bf..

muackx..

so today had chem presentation..

i did disastrously coz the script was amazingly small..

i got a hrd time reading so it made me damn nervous..

zzz..

but overall was ok..

i think can get not bad..

after tat had test..

went hg mall to hv pepper luched..

ask ppl do surveys..

den sushi agn..

N hm-ed..

so nth much alr..

bye..

btw i love u, bf..

my boy,

muackx..

2009-04-04T18:42:00.002+08:00

I am feeling super emo lately..

i duno e reason..

sry guys..

today i was on e verge on breaking into tears..

i'm sry..

2009-04-02T21:26:00.002+08:00

God..

for some unknown reasons..

i felt freaking emo..

negative thoughts coming into my mind...

which is very very very bad bad bad..

hai hai hai..

for some unknown reasons i hv been regretting for some things i did..

regret regret regret..

i am breaking down soon..

i hope i hope i hope my tears would run up instead of running down..

like a water hose..

memories twirling around..

like wad melisza had said..

i thought deeply..

he could not predict e future, either do i..

things won't b e same anymore..

hai..

i jux wish time would stop..

i jux wish tat it could b fairer..

i jux wish i could stop comparing myself wif others..

so i would feel better instead..

i jux wish i could comfort myself..

but i could'nt..

2009-04-02T20:11:00.002+08:00

Today is our 22 months..

which means 2 more months to 2 yrs..

time do flies pass..

hope this last forever..

i love you my boy..

muackx..

2009-03-29T14:35:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl~~

sry for not posting n stuffs..

was too busy lately..

coz of i am gifted course..

yay..

finally ended..

N i swear i cry like shit..

i gonna work hard..

not for myself but for my parents..

yay..

e trainers i cute..

i love iunia the most..

i hope i nv spell wrong her name..

she is a super sweetie..

yay..

i am so happy..

i hope this happiness last..

but he is gonna leave..

but no matter wad i gonna wait for him..

weeee !!!

i am happy in this sweet relationship !!

bye~~

sry for no photos..

will hv pics soon..

2009-03-21T19:08:00.002+08:00

Yea..

I am not at all emo alr..

i felt alright alr..

after having a damn long bath n sobbing in the bath room..

and of coz rachel's comforting..

really happy to hv u there when i am sad..

wahahahaz..

i love u la..

hahaha..

yea..

i have terrible mood swings..

haa..

but glad tat ppl is tolerant over me..

i happy to have a very gd fren..

but sad to have a ignorant bf..

hahaz..

random..

jux float out of my mind from now where..

yea..

enough of my crapping..

amelia will b back tonight..

haa..

bye~~

2009-03-21T17:42:00.002+08:00

I am feeling sad ,sad and more sad..

I think its jux a mixture of feelings in my heart..

I shud b angry instead of sad?

U ignore me alomost the whole day ytd..

When i fking stupidly msg u n call u..

But no reply until late in e nite..

I dunno y i am feeling this fking sad..

coz i feel that history is repeating itself agn..

jux like when last time u treated me coldly..

or i am jux too sensitive..

i dunno y i felt tat my heart is aching somehow..

N tears dropping for no fking reason..

2009-03-16T11:24:00.004+08:00

Hello ppl~~

supposed to have post this on sat nite..

but i guess i am too lazy..

so now den post.. D:

On sat..

i randomly ask hs to pei me dinner..

yea..

N she accompany me..

yea..

i ♥ her lo..

hahahaha..

n i needed to give e uniform back to pizza hut..

i officially quit pizza hut..

so i am super happy..

wahahhaha..

we had dinner..

slacked n tok..

N hm sweet hm..

Our dessert ♥
Hui shan's dinner

Hui shan ♥

Hui shan twist ♥

My dinner ♥

2009-03-13T23:01:00.005+08:00

Hello~

i gave sch a miss today..

coz of sports days..

i prefer staying at hm at slp n slp till afternoon..

tho i keep waking up but i really did slp till 12 plus..

N thx wan ying for helping me take attendance..

Below are pics taken from hui shan's blog..

taken during amelia's bdae..

jux stolen from hs's blog..

Enjoy ! ♥

melia, me n hs ♥

Amelia had fly to korea alr..

Gdbye melia ! ♥

I will miss u alot de..

I ♥ U !

muackx..

2009-03-12T18:00:00.004+08:00

Hello ppl~~

Btw happy belated birthday!!
My dear amelia soh xin ying ! ♥

I ♥ U

LiMin present ♥

Me, Rachel, Huishan present ♥

Hope u like it ! ♥

N tml u going korea alr !!

i gonna miss u alot !! D:

1 whole week w/o u..

will miss u alot alot..

i was thinking to ask u out during holidays for study /go out de..

but now all gone..

T.T

will miss ya alot alot..

Yong Min ♥

2009-03-10T17:50:00.005+08:00

Hello~~
I am feeling so damn pissed off..
i am having mood swings..
everything seems like wtf? to me..
T.T
Anw i got back my repaired phone..
but i swear i gonna sell my repair one away..
spoil like 9 - 10 times alr..
within 1 yr..
so i only used for like 4 months at most..
damn noob phone..
N i wanted to buy this !!

8 megapixel..

i hope my wish can come true!

hahaz..

N its pink in colour..

love pink !! ♥

Tender rose C905 ♥

Btw i hv to emphasize on somebody!!

who has totally no originality..

always copying ppl's style..

plz la..

its jux too obvious...

get a life!

ppl jux cut..

N alr..

u next day go folo her?

wtf?

u shud jux bang wall n die man..

N which made my honey totally sad..

coz its jux too ashamed to be mistaken by ppl tat she was u..

get a life..

stop copying..

Get ur own orginality!

JXXXX !!

if u r guilty means..

u noe tat u r copying..

So..

confront me?

if u think its u..

lolx..

2009-03-09T19:19:00.011+08:00

*EDITED*

Pics we took some time ago!!

Enjoy ! ♥

Hs & me ♥
Hs me & Chel ♥
we tried acting sad.. i supposed.. =x

Smile ♥

Camwhoring ♥

Me & Chel ♥

Was camwhoring ♥

Reflections ♥

Me n cutie ♥

Hello ppl..

today was unlucky..

woke up at 7 agn..

zzz..

so was late for sch..

anw thx joanna daddy for fetching me to sch..

so today was..

fun especially during bio lesson..

had a very interesting lesson..

coz we had sexual reproduction..

so it was like damn interesting..

hahaha..

after sch had geo test..

which i comfirm will flunk for sure..

went cp after tat..

ate n did some stuffs..

hahaz..

n my mum n dad came n find me..

they said something which made me damn pissed off..

N in e end i end up stomping back hm alone..

so i am now posting..

i gt to wrap my coursework alr..

so bye~

btw below is some pics i camwhored a few days ago.. =P

i admit i act cute~ =P

BTW I ♥ AMLEIA ,HUI SHAN & RACHEL !

2009-03-07T00:01:00.003+08:00

I LOVE WEBCAMING WITH RACHEL SOH :D
LOVE HER TO BITS :D

(I'm Rachel.s btw) :p

2009-03-06T23:33:00.004+08:00

Hello peeps~~

recess was freaking __

coz of some bastard..

@#$&@#

N thx peeps for helping..

had mock exam as usual..

den went for f&n crt..

n our teacher quarreled wif tat guy damn funny la..

after tat went rp..

lucnch n had a long tok wif hs n rachel..

miss those times when we tok..

lolx..

our clas tee.. (pretty?)

N thx chen ning for helping me change skin..

i love u..

thx lollipop!! =)

I LOVE RACHEL, AMELIA, HUI SHAN & CHEN NING ! ♥

my credit!!

2009-03-06T19:20:00.001+08:00

HOHO !

i had helped yongmin to put up her blog skin for her :D

thanks to me okay, yongmin hehes

i love you lollipop :D

Jayanne signs offfffffff~

2009-03-05T19:47:00.007+08:00

Hello ppl..

i hope my blog nv die..

hahahaz..

so today was damn suai for me..

early in e morning was scolded by some1 bitch..

but i din hear so its fine..

lolx..

damn funny..

hahahaz..

N my hp e metal thing jumped down from turn floor n nowhere to b seen..

now my hp is like so damn ugly..

due to someone's fault..

hahahaz..

i know tat some1 will b super guilty..

hahahaz..

i am bad.. =P

anw camwhored during PE..

hs n me♥

hs n me agn♥

chen ning's cute notbook♥

wan ying♥

btw her new hairstyle ♥ cute !

chen ning act emo! :o

i dunno where i taking! O.o

1/4 of pretty chen ning!

super chio bu chen ning ♥ chen ning with her cute note bk♥

chening wan show her cute notebk ♥

me n miss chio bu chen ning! heh heh!!

btw a bruise on my hand which is in pink colour

(i think e colour very nice)

chen ning showing off her cute notebk agn ♥

i help her show off!!

hm-ed after tat..

after studying..

i hope i won fail badly for my chem test tml..

off i go study..

bye~

2009-03-04T22:33:00.002+08:00

Hello~

I am feeling abit down now..

duno why~~

hai..

i hope to cheer myself up..

but i think somethings is confirm tho he din say it..

hai..

i hope to grow up~~

i hope i b much much more mature..

not only in thinking but looks oso..

i think i had too much of stuffs i cnt do..

i hope i can to be not so blurish..

i hope i can do things rite in my own way..

N i realise i hv been relying too much on others..

Hai..

I dunno wad i typing oso..

zzz..

gdnite btw..

2009-02-21T16:29:00.001+08:00

SO TO STOP ALL THIS...

I DELETED THE TAGBOARD..

SO WE SHALL PUT A FULL STOP TO THIS MATTER..

2009-02-20T00:00:00.004+08:00

Hello peeps~~

some things hv been going on lately..

feeling kinda frustrated at time..

_\_

@#$%&

i duno wad happen..

i am being like abit vulgar lately..

n i seriously dun like it..

i think i hv been down on luck..

ever since from start of this yr..

nth is right..

haizz..

hope bad luck b gone soon..

its making things tough for me..

N i have alr fail many tests..

i dun feel like slacking or wad anymore..

shud work hard..

haizz..

N dun spam my blog plz..

tq..

i dun wan any quarrels alr..

haizz..

can u plz dun angry n really forgive me??

n talk to me jux like last time??

i dun feel like breaking e frenship wif u..

N i still love u alot..

no matter wad happens..

regardless of wad others said..

2009-02-09T19:35:00.003+08:00

Finally i am here to post agn..

hahaz..

N seriously i am feeling so damn stress..

o lvl jux sux..

hahaz..

sec 4 jux sux like hell..

we r having lots of mock exams..

which is super boring..

zzz..

jux finish one..

N i flunked it..

i will be grateful if i din get 0 for it..

lolx..

today is damn tiring..

i feel like dozing off every lesson..

zzz..

wadever..

nth to post..

coz its so damn boring..

o ya btw..

wanying jux left my hse..

hahaz..

so nth le..

bye!!

2009-01-27T17:08:00.003+08:00

Hello~

i am so bored!!

N euge ah...

i not being emo anw..

i am very hyper de ok??

hahaz..

ok la..

now only a little emo la..

T.T

coz i miss my bf too much alr..

zzz..

miss him to bits..

i hope he fast come back from mal..

N happy chinese new yr btw..

ytd was boring..

but altho economy not gd..

still managed to get 300 plus..

N my parents haven give yet..

but still very little..

zzz..

ya..

at nite went over to carlton hotel for dinner..

wif many e whole of imperial treausre ppl..

alot of ppl i think..

bored till stiff..

lolx..

food sux there..

zzz..

but managed get entertain by many babies there..

damn cute lo..

love babies to bits..

got a 6 month old baby was kana molested n get kissed by me..

wahahahaz..

i jux cnt stop my self from kissing n molesting the baby..

hahahaz..

carried e baby n played wif it..

but many things happened after tat..

lazt to elaborate..

zzz..

so ya..

nth much as i too lazy to type oso..

hahahaz..

so bye!!

N i miss u so much!! D:

2009-01-17T20:30:00.005+08:00

Oh oh oh...

I feel so paiseh..

omg..

i did something totally stupid..

oh wtf..

i am totally angry wif myself for wadever stupid things i did..

knew wad i did?

i ask zhiyang n zaixing for fl's whereabout..

damn stupid rite?

zzz..

this is wad happened..

rmb my last post abt me being damn emo?

zzz..

act its his hp no batt..

den e next day..

i called him...

his phone can get through..

n its like finally la..

but e next thing is he kupped my phone..

den called agn..

n its toally switched off.

i was like wtf?

escaping me huh?

or some unknown reasons..

coz no matter wad oso cnt kupped my phone n swtch off in e next sec?

so me..

stupidly sms-ed his frenz..

asking where is he..

damn ps lo..

zzz..

hai..

i swear i will escape his frenz whenever i see them agn..

zzz..

Anw i am so happy can..

Raphael is precisely my didi!!

he is damn damn damn cute..

I love him alot kaes??

Even more den my bf..

seriously..

mayb its coz my bf neglecting me too much lately..

we 1 day average 1 sms..

1 or 2 min of talk..

n he will go playing his dota or he is too busy to talk to me..

haiz..

suan le..

i dun1 talk abt him anymore..

its making me sad..

nahs..

bye~

he told me he will busy from this wk onwards..

but he was everyday playing..

busy in playing huh?

am i too tight?

but i really tried my best not to call or sms till 6 or 7 plus..

or i shud jux leave him alone till he finds me?

i think tat will do..

i shall try it from now...

2009-01-15T19:15:00.003+08:00

Hello~

Today i was really sick..

haizz..

Saw a damn cute sec 1 boy during recess..

god..

i dun1 to b mad over a sec 1 boy once agn..

rahh..

haizz..

anw i am rather emo nowadays..

haiz..

do u think u r too busy to care abt me?

or mayb do u even think abt me?

but everytimei call or sms u,

its either no ans or ur phone is off?

sms no reply..

everytime oso like tat..

haiz..

N how many time we hv been quarreling over it?

tat u r neglecting me..

haiz..

mayb u r in a faraway land not rmb-ing abt my existance anymore..

hai..

suan le..

i really duno wad to say anymore..

jux in a damn bad mood..

haizz..

bye..

2009-01-12T19:09:00.003+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO!!!

I AM HERE TO POST!!

I THINK I FALLING SICK SOON!!

MY THROAT FEELS UNWELL!!

T.T

I AM GOING DEAD SOON!!

I WAN TO GO SHOPPING!!

ANW I AM GOING MAD SOON!!

I AM SO FREAKY N CRAZY NOWADAYS!!

UNBELIEVABLY I WENT AROUND HUGGING PPL!!

I AM WONDERING IF ANYONE TOT TAT I AM A LES??

WAHAHAHAZ..

ANW SOMEBODY SPAMMED ME WIF NUMBERS N ALPHABETS!!

DAMN LAME OKAY??

RAHHS~~

WADEVER~~~

GDBYE!!

2009-01-10T18:03:00.008+08:00

HELLO!!
I AM HERE TO POST!!
PS FOR NO PICS..
BUT I GOT RAPHEAL N RANDALL E 2 CUTIES PICS..
I HOPE WHEN RAPHEAL SAW THIS WON KILL ME..
BUT I REALLY WAN TUI JIE HIM..
COZ THEY REALLY VERY CUTE..
I AM TOTALLY MAD OVER THEM!!
WAHAHAHA!!!!

RANDALL & RAPHAEL
RANDALL

RAPHAEL

RANDALL SHUAI

RANDALL CUTE

YEA!!

CUTE?

HAA..

SO BYE!!

2009-01-01T18:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

Was fun ytd..

so sch tml..

sian ah..

anw gdbye 2008..

its both gd n bad la..

haa..

bad is i got alot heart aches n tears..

gd is hmm..

i cnt think of any..

lala..

hmm..

anw i got many bdae wishes la..

1) Get at least 18 for my o lvls..

2) Bf to care more for me..

3) Go clubbing at my bday or after my 16!!!

4) Study really hard!!

5) No more slacking!!

zzz..

i cnt think of more alr..

coz i am really in need of slp!!

nah..

its ok..

i sleepy..

zzz..

Pics later on..

Alot of overdue pics coming..

ya..

so bye!!

2008-12-30T20:18:00.003+08:00

haizz..

long time nv post le..

sry..

i changed my blogskin..

guo yilin helped me..

ya..

my blog = dead..

haizz..

few more days to sch..

n i nv touched any of e hmwk..

nah..

its fine..

not counted in o lvl oso..

zzz..

k la..

nth post le..

ya..

duno wad to say either..

so bye~

how i wish time would go back..

e days when u treated me very gd..

till i will get touched till cry..

2008-12-13T19:46:00.002+08:00

So long since i post..

i guess my blog is going to b dead soon..

ya..

i am busy wif my work nowadays..

bla bla bla...

wadever..

but i will quit after next wk..

yea yea..

i din lyk to work there..

pay so little..

T.T

haizz..

anw..

i am sick...

i feel awful..

blehhhh..

i am down wif fever today..

38 degrees..

bla..

i feel so tired agn..

i wanna slp le..

i gtg..

so bye~~~

2008-11-29T22:41:00.002+08:00

Hello~~

Anw happy bdae to myself..

=))

I am too lazy to post any pics so go other ppl 's blog for my pics ba..

hehe..

anw thx for celebrating wif my bdae wif me..

jingzhi

yilin

lynette

kris..

i lo0ve u all to bits la..

thx for giving those suprises..

i really nearly cry..

ok?

T.T

N thx those send sms to me..

N those who rmb my bdae..

o love u all to bits..

=))

so not much le..

bye~

2008-11-21T14:58:00.002+08:00

Hello~

I am back into posting.. =)

went out wif melia ytd..

was sad..

but wad glad tat she comforting me..

tho she was not gd at comforting me..

N i receive my first present from amelia..

i love her to bits..

shall post e pic next time..

e rabbit super cute..

i am going to hug it everynite..

i love u amelia..

but sry..

there r no pics..coz all e pics is in melia's camera..

shall post it next time when she send me or smth..

N i realise smth..

there r alot of november babies..

hope to receive many many presents..

xDD

so nth much le..

byes~

2008-11-16T00:00:00.001+08:00

Hello~~

Some time since i post agn..

so in order to keep my blog alive back agn...

i changed my blogskin..

thx to guo yilin..

yeah..

i love her to bits..

muackx..

so went to j8 today..

was late by half an hour..

i was very guilty..

nvm..

every1 noes tat i am always late..

hees..

tho i noe my skin abit xiao hai zi..

but its ok..

hahaz..

coz i am still xiao hai zi..

i haven reach my 15 yr old yet..

hahaz..

still got 12 more days.. =)

so i hinting ppl to give me present..=)

heh heh..

so its lyk 5 more min to ...

lets wait..

...

Getting impatient??

Wad i can say is BE MORE PATIENT..

lets wait agn...

...

HAPPY BDAE BAI JINGZHI!!!

i noe i am lame..

but its alright..

gdnites..

i am getting all excited..

yeah~

bye~

2008-11-11T12:26:00.000+08:00

Waa..

my blog is die-ing..

hahaz..

so i am here to save my blog..

long time since i play com..

T.T

i miss my com..

heex..

ya..

so i am too lazy to update any pics...

so go yl's or lynette's blog..

so bye~~

2008-10-25T13:16:00.000+08:00

GOD~~

seriously i think my blog is die-ing soon..

rahhs..

i am so busy..

work almost everyday..

ke lian rite??

but i hv money..

so quite shuang la..

hahaz..

going out wif melia later to shop..

o love to shop..

but money is = to byebye~~

hahaz..

nvm..

still got lyk 1 or wad week to my pay..

i am happy..

N firstly..

i need to congrats myself..

i promoted..

so heng..

To yiling..

its alright...

work harder next yr n it ewill b fine..

we will always b ur frenz to matter wad..

dun be qi nei..

ya..

i had put some extensions on my hair n some diamonds..

i think quite nice..

but no photots all in lynette's blog..

i am lazy to upload..

going out later..

so gd bye~

loves..

2008-10-16T14:21:00.000+08:00

Finally...

i am posting..

was damn tired n busy everyday..

coz i am working..

haahaz..

yes..

so now i am off to work agn..

yea..

so bye~~

2008-09-30T19:14:00.000+08:00

Hello hello hello~~

english n bio paper down..

yeah..

but still hv many many papers..

hope tat i will passed..

plz plz plz..

ya..

after bio paper..

went kovan mac wif jingzhi jon lim..

he wanted to teach us maths..

ya..

N i nv did much..

hahaz..

ate big breakfast..

den den den..

rika n mel joined us..

studied..

around 12 plus..

bought 8 sushi n ate..

den den den..

ate ice cream around lyk 2plus ...

den went hm wif rika n mel..

den we played..

ok..

we dun hv mood to study..

hahaz..

den i was hungry agn..

cook maggi mee n shared wif mel n rika..

den they played com for awhile n went hm..

waa...

today i ate so many things..

ok..

everything is very fattening..

ok..

hope i dun grow anymore fatter..

rahhh..

so not much things le..

byebye~~~

2008-09-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

Hello~~
had a super fun pe today..
=)
den bio..
ok..
den maths..
den recess..
den den den..
ya geo..
den chi..
sux..
i got back my test 53/70..
bad..
n my ca only 53%..
=(
i think if my chi get b4 alr very gd..
i deproved so much..
=((
den had eng..
mdm woo i loves her..
=))
den den wanying n jingzhi came to my hse study..
n we camwhored a bit..
den den den..
we went to buy my F&n stuffs..
tml practical..
ya..
taste quite edible..
hahaz..
so nth much..

byebye~~

2008-09-23T20:25:00.001+08:00

Tadah~

i am here to post agn..

today was...

SIAN..

had 3 tests in 1 go..

omg..

lolx..

damn sian..

nth much today..

but as usual i laughed lyk siao agn..

hahahaz..

had oral n i think it shud b ok ba..

lolx..

dens went to cp wif jessie lynette n jingzhi..

ate at mos burger..

but me n jz din..

we drink ice tea..

den hm-ed..

saw ka n mel..

crapped wif them..

fun fun fun..

N mrs loo say i am e most talketive person in class..

=))

hahaz..

so nth much..

byebye~

N go lynette'slogshop..

cheap stuffs selling there..

=))

2008-09-22T19:01:00.000+08:00

Yeahs..

today sch was boring..

n as usual chinese sux lyk hell..

but i slpt for almost 1 period..

nice nice..

ya..

e smiley face was wad i drawn on my table..

cute?

hahaz..

coz tat time during chem test..

saw a circle scatch..

N i liquid paper it..

so found it too plain n i drew a smiley face..

during recess..

yl, jingzhi n peeps drew this..

lolx..

super funny..

N i took it down..

den after sch..

went hm wif jingzhi..

she went to my hse to study..

but in e end..

we din get to study much..

ok..

its e com's fault..

hahaz..

so nth much to post le..

byebye~~

2008-09-21T22:08:00.001+08:00

Fly back to ytd..
ytd had bio crt..
was abit late..
hees..
after tat ate mac for breakfast wif jz,wy,cn,meli n rika..
dens went to library n study..
yes..
' study'
ya..
hahahaz..
ya..
instead of studying..
we were crappping lyk mad..
dens crap till half we decided to go e lrt to crap..
b4 we go bought sushi..
N jingzhi was a super crabmeat lover..
hahahaz..
ate n crapped agn..
yes..
crap till 2 plus dens went hm..
den around lyk 3 dens melia sms me to pei her see lu guang zhong..
so offed we go..
ps..
n i made her wait for me for 45 mins..
i am so sry..
omg..
lolx.
so saw tat lu guang zhong..
was old school type...
quite cute..
n he song quite nice..
=)
dens walk around n i no mood walk..
so went to eat ljs..
after eating went to bk store konikiya..
i think is lyk tat spell..
saw e magazine..
nice de..
hahaz..
dens went to a store to buy things.
cute!!
melia bought a wallet..
N i fall in love wif a soft toy there..
damn cute..
but super ex..
T.T
i think if can i buying tat for my bdae..
=)
to chong myself abit..
hahaz..
dens camwhored wif melia..
=)
n hm sweet hm...
=)

today..

shan't elaborate..

but i really had fun..

loves today..

♥ ; ym

2008-09-19T20:38:00.000+08:00

Helloooooooo~~

today was unpredictable..

reflection was zzz..

i hate tat bitch its jux lyk she keep picking on me..

i hate her..

BITCH!!!!

she scolded me n of coz i say back..

>.<

if not for wanying i am sure i will hv a big quarrel wif her..

rahhhhh...

english was =)

chem bored as usual..

n jingzhi dun get too angry..

later hv wrinkles..

dens F&N..

i failed my test..

zzz..

fine..

i deserved it i din study much..

dens lit..

bored..

zz..

after tat saw tat bitch agn..

i hate to see her..

e sight of her makes me feel lyk puking..

*vomits*

dens went cp wif shihuan , wy n hs..

was soo emo..

zzz..

but somehow they managed to cheer me up..

N make me tok so much..

i din noe wad happened to me..

i wasn't a noisy gal all e way..

but now..

i am a super noisy gal..

n i found tat i loves to tok..

especially crap..

i think it makes me relieve my emo-ness..

tats e reason of me being so noisy..

n i scared hs..

her reaction was damn damn damn funny..

lolx..

laugh lyk hell..

n got complained for 2 times..

coz we laugh too much..

n i found tat only when i am wif frenz i can spill everything out..

n they can make me really happy..

n i love 3e5 more n more..

nth much..

byebye~

Love is complicated..

If i can choose i wish to protect it 4ever..

N keep it wif myself n not loving any1..

Its jux too painful..

As days passed i love u more n more...

2008-09-18T21:57:00.000+08:00

Hello hello hello~~

ya..

had pe today fun fun fun..

hahahaz..

had bio test..

i am afraid of failing..

god bless me tat i wont..

lolx..

T.T

yea..

during geo..

super shocking..

i cheated during test..

ya..

n u noe how much i get?

2 marks?

wtf?

i was lyk keep copying e notes..

N wan xin got lyk 11 or 12..

zzz..

y i still fail?

omg..

i cnt believe it..

i tot i hear wrong or smth..

N guo yilin tat rosy cheek apple was super super cute..

hahaz..

was lyk laughing all e way throughout..

laugh till i cry..

hahahaz..

after tat went ngee ann poly..

its super nice la..

i think so..

n many things happened..

super fun..

n some of e students there were damn bad..

i swear really bad..

hahaz..

but i do hv fun..

super fun..

was damn damn hyper..

alot of times i laugh till i cried...

yes..

i was super high..

sad tat guo ylin nv go..

its super fun lo..

ke xi..

N my voice is lyk ...

going no voice le..

keep screaming shouting..

waaaa...

n i hv a really man voice..

wahahahahz..

yeah..

i love it..

i gonna mug hard to go to polys..

nth much le..

N jingzhi is super super bad..

ya..

so byebye~~~

2008-09-16T18:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAE TIN WAN YING...

U OLDER DEN ME LE..

HAHAZ.. YEA..

CAN SUAN U OLD LE..

HOPE U LYK E PRESENT WE GAVE U..

Anw today was normal as b4..

chinese sux as usual..

coz jingzhi went to zi xiu..

miss her toking..

i wan to zi xiu too..

i gonna ask my mummy..

hope she let me..

i jux cnt tahan tat bitch alr..

T.T

during eng was fun..

mdm was lyk damn angry..

we bdae bash wan ying..

n she was lyk super wet..

hahahaha..

den chat wif peeps..

N yl told smth damn ps to jingzhi...

waaaaaa...

emo-ed..

i was not emo abt e super ps thing..

its e other thing..

zzz..

dens assembly..

bored coz was emo-ing..

zzz..

den had crt..

which lasted less den 20 min..

dens hm-ed..

tired..

ya..

tats all..

so bye~

yay..

N jason says tat

i am noisy n messy..♥

N jealousy kills..

2008-09-14T18:55:00.000+08:00

i am feeling emo now..

2008-09-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

LOVE?? WADS TAT? I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT AT ALL...

2008-09-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

有些人有些事无论过去多久，你依然能清晰的感觉到，他们一直地蛰伏在你的心底刺痛你，有人说这就叫刻骨铭心。

“ 你不要怕，让我保护你好吗？”他们的相识就是因为这么一句话。初闯社会的女孩很不幸，在她第一次决定自己照顾自己的时候就遇到了犯罪团伙的打劫。当然还有座在他邻座的男孩以及全车的人。

“ 我才不要你保护呢，我又不认识你，我怎么知道你不是第二个骗子啊。”正在为被别人骗上车而恼火的女孩没好气的对男孩说。可男孩并没有生气而是在劫匪到来时有意无意的保护着女孩。可这一切女孩并不放在心上，因为女孩心里只有伟。伟是女孩的男朋友，女孩就是去看伟，女孩没有告诉伟她的到来，她是想给伟一个惊喜。想到马上就可以见到伟，女孩就不在害怕了。

车子在劫匪消失后开始了正常的行使，车内的每个人都在议论着刚刚发生过的事情，只有女孩，男孩没有，他们都各自有着各自的思绪。车很快就到了终点站，女孩正当要下车的时候，却听见有人说，“可以给你的电话号码我吗？”女孩回头看见男孩一脸期待的看着她。***********记住了吗？没记住我也不说了，女孩没回头的走掉了，只留下了男孩。

想着就快要见到伟，女孩加快了脚步，可远远望去，伟家的灯却是暗的，难到这么早就睡了，敲门，没声音，伟不在，打电话，关机。女孩开始后悔没有告诉伟她的到来。半个小时，一个小时，伟终于回来了。可伟的身边多了一个女孩，他们的亲密动作俨然是一对情侣，还是热恋的情侣。女孩心碎了，只能默默走开。也不知道走了多久，也不知道自己在哪，电话的响起才让女孩有了思绪。

接起电话，“宝贝，好想你，你要是现在可以出现在我面前，我死都愿意”伟像从前一样说着情话，在以前听来，很幸福，可现在很心痛。“我要是出现在你面前，那个女孩怎么办。”电话的那头断线了。当电话在次响起，女孩就对着电话吼，“不爱我就不要伤害我，”可这次却听到男孩的声音，“我只是想问你现在安全到家了吗？”听到这样的问侯，女孩在也止不住了，哭了起来。

“你现在在哪，告诉我好吗？我去找你。”

“我不需要任何人的同情”

“不是同情，我说过让我来保护你啊”

二十分钟后，男孩到了，什么也没说，什么也没问，只是陪着女孩哭，直到女孩累了，睡了。当女孩醒来是在一个陌生的地方，当她看见男孩时，很吃惊，不过看见男孩趴在桌子上睡觉的样子还真的挺可爱的。女孩本悄悄起床，可男孩却醒了。

“你醒了，”

“恩，我怎么在这啊。”

你昨天哭的好伤心哦，我就把你带来休息了，你可以告诉我发生了什么事吗？”

想起昨天晚上的那一幕，女孩的泪不由自主的流了下了，男孩看见女孩哭了，知道自己说错话了，可又不知道怎么去安慰，只能带呆呆的看着女孩。

在以后的日子里，男孩在也没有问到关于那晚的事，只是在女孩不开心的时候，陪着她。每天编好玩的短信逗她开心,在每个夜晚祝她晚安。就这样,女孩渐渐从痛苦中恢复过来,又变得和往日般活泼可爱。有时候男孩也会带女孩去见自己的朋友，当别人说你女朋友好漂亮哦，男孩总是一脸幸福的看着女孩，女孩总是会害羞的说，我才不是他女朋友呢。不过说这句话时声音小的恐怕也只有她自己才能听到。

女孩总是爱做白日梦，每天都灵魂出窍，连过马路时都心不在焉，难免会经常被司机骂，可每当这时女孩总是很无奈的看着司机，男孩总是在一边不停的道歉。然后拉着女飞快的跑开。“以后不可以这么不小心了，很危险的知道吗？”男孩很严肃的说着，女孩委屈的说以后不会了，人家不是故意的，可以后的次次如此，男孩只能牵着女孩的手过马路了。女孩总是很贪睡，经常为了睡觉，可以把中饭和晚饭一起吃，至于早饭就更不用说了。男孩总是苦口婆心的劝说，可女孩依旧如此，男孩只好每天买好吃的，在打电话就女孩起床。女孩病了，男孩总是寸步不离的看着，生怕女孩变成蝴碟飞走了一样。女孩不爱吃药，每次都是男孩连哄带骗的才吃下去的。所以每当只要有男孩在的时候，女孩总是会觉的很安全，但女孩总以为这是因为男孩是他最好的朋友。

男孩每天晚上依旧祝她晚安,如时钟般准时,女孩就在这种祝福中平静的睡去。可是直到有一天,女孩没有接到他打来的电话也没有收到他发来的短信,为什么呢？是他现在和女朋友在一起没时间打吗？还是玩的太开心根本就忘了。想到这女孩心里有一种莫名的失落和不安。她问自己,是不是喜欢上这个男孩？想起这么就以来的相处，不需要付出什么却总能感到一种温情,就像在房间的角落里摆上了一束百合,淡淡的幽香弥散了整个房间,却又不会让你刻意的去想,让你感到不自在。她感到这样一种思念是淡淡的,虚无但又无处不在的。

一天男孩打电话给女孩，聊着聊着，女孩突然问：“认识你的那个晚上，你为什么说要保护我。为什么我的手机号码我只说了一遍，而且说的那么快，你都可以记住。”

“因为想要保护你，所以说要保护你，因为把手机号码写在了心里，所以不会忘记。”

虽然回答的很平淡，但却深深感动了女孩，的确真正的关心是不需要任何理由的。

“怎么从没见过你女朋友啊，什么时候带给我看看啊。”

“我那么没用，有哪个女孩子会看上我啊”

“让我做你女朋友好不好” 她不知道哪来的勇气,突然说。电话那端沉默了好久,女孩觉得自己太冲动了,预感到自己好像要毁掉什么似的。男孩终于开口了,说“我们还是像这样做朋友的好。”她不甘的问“为什么呢？你不喜欢我吗？”又是一阵沉默,然后,男孩用一种缓慢的口气,像是要让每个字都印进女孩的心里似的,说：“因为我不喜欢你，一直把你当妹妹。”

一阵心痛之后让女孩不知道该说什么，尽管很伤心，但在电话头，他依然要装的坚强，挂了电话，这次她没有哭，想起和男孩在电话里说的第一句话不爱我就不要伤害我。原以为这只是一句说错了的话，谁知其实只是提前说了而以。

这之后男孩依然每天打电话给女孩，但女孩再也不接了，也不挂，只是听电话响完。这时候的电话听起来像是男孩在告诉女孩，他过的有多么好，女孩开始恨男孩，开始告诉自己要过的比男孩好。开始接受别人的约会，开始交男朋友，这一切男孩好像都不知道似的，依旧每天打电话给女孩。

直到有一天，女孩挽着男友的手来找男孩，告诉男孩自己有男友了，不需要那每天一个的电话了，男孩听后，只是笑笑，什么也没说。面对女孩的男友，男孩依然是笑，女孩从男孩眼里看不到一点点醋意，女孩真的失望了，原来男孩真的没有喜欢过她，她不过是妹妹。

很久之后的一天，女孩在信箱里发现了一封信：

女孩

你好，对不起，当你看到这封信的时候我已经去了很远的地方了，也许永远都不回来了，你要好好照顾自己哦，过马路是记住要看路，被司机骂了记住要道歉哦。以后一定要按时吃饭知道吗？生病了要去医院看医生，要听医生的话。还有不要再哭好吗？你知道吗，你不哭的时候真的很可爱很漂亮。好想一辈子都陪着你，可对不起我做不到了，有一句话想要告诉你，你是我心目中最好的女孩，不是不喜欢你，只是怕你在失恋了，没有人安慰。你现在的男朋友很好，你好好珍惜，希望你们幸福。我会在天堂为你们祝福。

男孩

眼泪不可遏止的流下来,她终于明白为什么男孩会拒绝她，心痛了，比失去伟更心痛。这时女孩的男友出现了，告诉女孩“你们的事，男孩都告诉我了，让我替他来完成他未完成的任务，我来保护你好吗？”

“我要去看他，你带我去好吗？”来到男孩的墓地，那张熟悉的脸仿佛在对她笑。

在墓地上还有男孩的朋友，他们都已经泣不成声了，可女孩没哭，因为只有他知道男孩没有走，就站在她面前对着他笑，“别哭哦，你不哭的时候最可爱，最漂亮了……”

i cried after reading this..

i think its rather touching..

2008-09-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

I AM HERE TO POST AGN~~~

hahaz..

yes..

go to e blog shops there-------->

nice nice things selling..

click on e links..

go go go...

super nice n cheap..

2008-09-11T18:20:00.001+08:00

Yes.. =]

finally finally i posted..

no time to online..

its lyk some time since i online..

hahaz..

since so many ppl say my blog is dead..

shall post..

hahaz..

act nth much la..

nth to pst act..

zzz..

bored bored bored..

ya ya ya..

i finally rmb wad to post le..

which to me is abit happy..

i am proud to b e noisiest in 3e5..

hahahhahaz..

every1 voted for me..

having class blog soon i guess..

i am soooo happy..

hahaz..

coz i am e nosiest..

yea~~

lala..

nth le..

tats alll..

lame post..

N advertise lynette's blog..

go go go...

her clothes super nice order for her..

ya..

n go yl's n jy's too..

its nice nice..

ya tats all..

bye~

2008-08-30T21:32:00.000+08:00

Helloooooo~

changed my blog song to she bu de..

its lyk nice nice..

kinda of describing me...

ya..

so sch days were lyk normal..

n we were having 1 week holidays..

so time to get up for real studying..

nth much to post..

byebye~~~

2008-08-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

Yes..

i'm bored..

N i am very angry too..

fk..

stop spamming on my tagboard..

N iamnumber2..

can u dun say abt yl?

y e fk did u say yl?

r u any better?

if u lyk tat say ppl u r nth better..

look into e mirror carefully n reflect on urself first b4 saying any1..

_\_

damn it i am so angry..

waaaaaa..

2008-08-20T19:44:00.000+08:00

Ya..

back to posting..

hmm..

so ytd had work n today woke up quite early to meet jingzhi n wan ying study..

hahaz..

was late for 1 1/2 hr..

hahaz..

studied abit n sch alr..

zzz..

lessons lessons n more lessons..

zzz..

damn tiring lo..

not enough slp..

slpy slpy slpy~~~~~

after sch went compass ate ice..

wif many peeps..

den bought things n went hm..

slpt den bath..

n here to use com..

nth interesting today..

so bye~~

2008-08-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

Ya..

was nearly late in e morning..

marathon to sch..

coz i dun1 any detention anymore..

T.T

english was boring as usual..

cdp oso boring..

hahaz..

but chinese really sux..

tat bitch was always zhen dui-ing me..

wadever i do oso keep noticing..

N i was making hearts..

she took jingzhi's heart n mine..

N she randomly asked me to rub e whiteboard..

so i din wan..

N i quarreled wif her..

damn her la..

god..

i hate her so much..

den recess...

after tat had f&n test..

flunked..

T.T

dens pure lit..

n i passed my test.. xD

14/25

at least a pass n i am happy..

dens geo..

continue wif my heart..

n teach cn..

after tat maths..

sux..

had quiz..

n i 4get to bring my work..

she sort of hold me back..

but lucky i did my hmwk..

i am a gd gal..

kaes?

dens waited for cn to finish her detention..

go compass..

had mos burger..

den played in action city..

hahaz..

damn funny..

hahaz..

dens went popular..

bought my foolscap n graph pad..

n i wanted tat pink foolscap..

but it was way too thick la..

will b heavy if i bring to sch..

rahhhs..

nvm nvm..

dens hm-ed..

n nth to post alr..

byebye~~~

**all bastards shud bang wall n die**

only wanying noe wad i toking abt.. =]

2008-08-17T15:21:00.000+08:00

相爱的时候，女人会一次次地提出：我们分手吧！

男人只是本能的愤怒，他会猜疑她是不是因为另有新欢而背叛了他,

他会恼女人的绝情而大声呵斥她。

女人真正转身的那一刻，男人除了悲愤的看着她的背影离去而没有一句挽留的话！

女人一路上一直期待男人会跑上来，拉着她的手，挽留她，说声：宝贝，我爱你！别走！

等到泪已尽，任然听不到任何声响，爱情就这样夭折了！!

男人怎么懂女人？！说分手只是为了挽留！

每一次说分手，女人都很会很害怕，怕你们会真的离去。

每一次说分手，女人都很期待，期待你们的挽留，让她知道你在乎他，你舍不得她走。

每一次说分手，女人都会很无奈，你的一些微妙变化让她不敢肯定你是否还那样爱她。

所以她拿放弃做赌注，如果输了，只是你不够爱她!

每一次当分手成了事实，女人会伤心欲绝，

　男人为什么不懂女人心思！！！！！！

女人说分手，只是爱真的爱你！！只是太在乎你！！

只是你的一些微妙的变化让女人恐慌！！

　让女人心不安！！只是女人想弄明白你是否还爱着她？？？！！

女人以为，爱情的迷茫不会肯定会让自己有足够的勇气，

做好准备等待男人最糟糕的答案。

女人她以为说分手你会挽留她！

然而这都是女人一厢情愿，

多少此时的男人是默默地看着自己心爱的女人离去而没有挽留？！

女人的心凉了，为什么男人不懂女人的心思？！

女人只有独自在黑夜中哼着悲曲，用泪水把心中的苦涩一遍遍洗刷。。。

　其实真的爱你，太害怕失去你！

只是你永远不懂！还是不懂！

命中注定无法永远！

i think this is quite true..

hahaz..

boring boring boring..

2008-08-16T20:36:00.000+08:00

Ya..

here to post agn..

had f&n ytd..

but coz i was in great pain..

i left to sick bay..

damn pain la..

i tell..

i swear i gonna bring panadol to sch next time..

so yl made e whole cake by herself..

sry..

N i went halfway back..

to hv test n it was postpone to mon..

great.. xD

more time to study..

N thx jingzhi help me take my box to put bks..

thx thx..

so after sch went cp ate mango sunrise ..

i noe i shud not eat..

but too bad..

its too tempting as e weather is lyk damn hot..

hahaz..

den went toa payoh work..

late for abt 10 mins lyk tat..

hahaz..

had mac at hsr while multi tasking..

hahaz..

had e nice nice bubble tea..

customers were very fierce today..

was sad to hv no listing..
T.T

made 78 calls..

which was little..

T.T

after tat hm-ed wif jessie..

N was early den last time..

ya..

N i hv been crying for hrs of watching shows..

damn sad..

my eyes is now red n puffy..

zzz..

n my mum say i shud stop watching all these kind of sad shows anymore..

it makes me emo n more emo..

hahaz..

so ya..

i completed 1 litre of tears...

so nth much to post alr...

byebye..

but anymore very very sad shows tell me..

i wan watch.. =)

2008-08-13T19:36:00.000+08:00

Ya..

was back to posting agn..

damn tired..

reach hm alr going 12..

hahaz..

so prepared n alr 1 plus going 2...

slpt at 2 i guess..

or mayb later..

hahaz..

was fun..

hahaz..

but e customer today were very fierce..

hahaz..

N i made 82 calls in 2 hrs..

hahaz..

so wake up at 10.10 in e morning..

zzz..

knew was going late..

called wan ying..

N she pei me..

lolx..

late..

was trying to run away as i dun1 detention..

but got caught..

so ran around for 16 rounds..

damn tired..

zzz...

den had lit n chi..

chinese nearly fall aslp n tat bitch suan me for running for 16 rounds..

zzzz..

damn her..

hahaz..

den ss..

N went to GO for lalitha to make call to parent..

lolx..

was ok..

den went rp n eat..

ya..

n i realise i can eat alot lately..

zz..

i scared later i become fat..

T.T

ate n hm-ed..

tired tired tired..

N here to post ya..

so nth much alr..

byebye~~~~~

2008-08-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

Hellooooooooo~

had work ytd..

its really fun..

very slack oso..

N kept laughing..

alot of funny things happened..

hahahaz..

really fun..

waaaaaaa....

hahahaz..

but it really take a long time to go back..

guess its really far from my hse..

hahahaz..

so today..

bored..

wake up very very early..

lalala...

watch 1 litre of tears agn..

n i cried alot agn..

really damn touching la..

tho its a very long ago show..

but its really nice..

free watch it agn..

will cry alot alot de..

T.T

e gal is really ke lian..

haizz..

ya..

so nth much to post oso..

hahahaz..

byeeeeee~~

2008-08-08T17:14:00.000+08:00

Ya..

watch 1 litre of tears..

tears fow agn..

tho i noe very long le..

budden suddenly hv e urge to watch it n cry abit..

cnt izzit?

zz..

so had carnival n parade..

wasted money doing e henna..

which turn out to b so light..

zzz..

bored bored bored...

den hm-ed after tat...

sian sian sian..

N went hm n watch 1 litre of tears..

N i going prepare to work as tele marketing le..

excited..

ya..

so bye~~~~~~

2008-08-07T20:38:00.000+08:00

Yeas..

here to post agn..

ytd nite...

tat bitch call my mummy..

wtf..

i hate her..

say abt things which i nv do..

wth..

i hate her so much..

even if i not late only sitting at e GO there oso wan complain..

wtf..

mrs loo oso nv care so much y shud she care for me..

=.=

so morning wake up early..

went to meet hs to b late late to sch..

made her say abt me agn..

went to buy breakfast..

hahaz..

had volleyball..

den bio boring...

maths bored..

recess..

had geo..

boring as usual..

but mdm lee is super gd..

loves..

den was mdm qin..

was fooling around..

hahaz..

but a sticker on e chair..

but too bad mdm qin nv sit on e chair..

E sticker sya kik me..

hahaz..

N today her spaggetti stirpe was lyk bursting..

hahaz...

lyk got a line there..

hahaz..

lyk bursting..

hahahaz..

she is too fat tat e clothes she wear was bursting..

jingzhi pointed out to her..

N she was ps..

had a really gd laugh abt..

N i realise i can zi-high lately..

laughing alot..

N tml going to work le..

altho abit far..

but i am really very excited..

hahaz..

after bought tidbits..

N pei cn to wait for her lion n hm-ed after tat..

N i am watching 1 litre of tears..

touching touching touching...

cried..

i think alomost 1 litre of tears le..

hahaz..

so ya..

tats all for today...

nth much to post alr..

bye~~~~~~

2008-08-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。

——纯纯的“对不起”

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

——“对不起”的快乐

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。——“对不起”也是一种承诺

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

——“对不起”，谎言的开始

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。——

“对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人*的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，*的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

——这样的“对不起”太伤人

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。快递为男孩送来一个盒子。男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些日子你应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样*养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

——原来，“对不起”也可以是种结束

那一年，男孩疯了。

很多人总是这样。当失去的时候才会后悔。

可是已经太迟了。

I found this touching...

cried after reading this..

so ppl 珍惜眼前人~

2008-08-06T19:43:00.000+08:00

Hello~~~~

here to post agn..

haaas.. =]

morning wanted to buy newspaper wif jinyu but was late..

transfer 4 buses...

so reach sch abt 10.50++

zzz..

all wanying's fault..

hahahaz..

so had lessons n blahs..

chinese sux la..

ding zui wif qin n she say i xue huai..

hahahhaaz...

gd..

really love to see her angry..

bored bored bored..

n taught jingzhi(mirror) a little cantonese..

hahahaz..

mirror n yilin was lyk saying each other..

funny funny funny..

hahhaz...

N many of them say my cantonese was pro..

hahahahahz..

N meliszaaaaaaaaa nv come today n was bored..

less one person for me to crap wif..

hahahaz..

den went rp wif cn,hs, rach, yl n jinyu..

was fun..

lolx...

crapping crapping n more crapping..

tok abt e 7 month ghost festival..

which freaks every1 out..

hahahaz..

den pei cn take 89 n hm-ed..

hahahaz..

its since a long time since i crapped so much..

hahahahaz...

N fri going to work..

which lynette intro me to tele marketing..

i am really excited..

hahahahz..

so nth much to post alr..

byeeeeeee~~~~~~~

2008-08-05T20:57:00.000+08:00

Today boring boring boring...
morning nearly late..
coz at 119 was jux in front of me n i missed it..
so took 136 n ran sch..
was heng to b there just in time..
=)
ya..

had a bad hair day cox nv tie properly..

hahahaz..

very messy hair.. =)

N mrs loo say i look lyk ah soh..

hurt my zi zun xin siaz..
so recently lessons r boring boring n boring..
had a play..
which was super boring..
n i fall aslp on wan ying's leg..
n i got my head knocked with hs..
N i auto tears..
lolx..
i mean pain la..
really damn pain..
after tat take bus n den hm-ed..
hahahaz..
tats all ba..
ya..
so byeeeeeeee~~~~~

2008-08-04T19:26:00.000+08:00

Yea..

so back to posting agn..

hahahaz...

so today nearly late..

hahahhahahaz..

n was heng tat i am not.. =]

n today chinese really sux ok..

tricia was using hp or smth..

den tat china bitch saw it..

n she snatch e bag wif her..

as if e bag was hers..

lolx??

damn funny la..

hahhahaaz..

really..

hahahhaz..

n rashidin came up..

tat bitch say alot of things to her..

dens rashidin was lyk..

boys, help me translate leh..

hahahaz..

damn funny..

lolx..

recess went gym..

budden i am still in e mode of bankcrupt..

zzz..

i need a job..

i want to work at it show thing..

as lynette say i could..

yeas..

hope can find..

yea yea..

after went hg mall..

ate n went her hse..

tok abit n she sent me hm..

ya..

so here i was..

eh..

nth to post anymore..

so bye~

2008-08-02T19:11:00.000+08:00

cute?

有一天,我正在看ＶＣＤ,老媽捧了一本書進來

老媽:「這個"I don't know."是什麼意思?」

我說:「我不知道.」

老媽:「送你上大學讀了幾年,你怎麼什麼都不知道?!」

我說:「不是!就是"我不知道"嘛!」

老媽:「還嘴硬!」

說完老媽給了我一巴掌.

老媽:「那"I know."是什麼意思你應該知道吧?!」

我說:「是"我知道".」

老媽:「知道就快說.」

我說:「就是"我知道".」

老媽:「你皮癢是不是?」

我說:「就是"我知道"呀!」

老媽:「知道你還不說?不懂不要裝懂!」

老媽又給了我一巴掌.

「再問你最後一個,」老媽:「你給我翻譯一下, "I know but I don't want to tell you."是什麼意思?」

我:「………………」

我拿起枕頭往自己頭上猛Ｋ三十幾下,用頭撞牆三十多下,

用腳踢桌角三十多下,雙手輪流掌嘴三十多下,

血肉模糊之時,我問老媽:「這下妳滿意了吧?!」

人們常說:「學習是痛苦的歷程.」

不過我不明白,為什麼受傷的總是我

我媽學英文的熱情日益高漲,因而我的苦難就日益加深.

今天,她又來問我了.

「兒子啊!」老媽: 「"I'm very annoyance, don't trouble me."是什麼意思啊?」

我說:「我很煩,別煩我.」

老媽:「欠揍!跟你媽這麼說話.」

於是,我又挨了一巴掌.

老媽又問:「"I hear nothing, repeat."是什麼意思呢?」

我說:「我沒聽清楚,再說一次.」

老媽又說了一遍:「I hear nothing, repeat.」

我說:「我沒聽清楚,再說一次.」

我:「噢～好痛!」

老媽再問:「"What do you say?"又是什麼意思呢?」

我說:「你說什麼?」

老媽作勢要打我,「算了!問另外一句.」老媽: 「"Look up in the dictionary."是什麼意思呢?」

我說:「查字典.」

老媽:「叫我查字典?那我幹嘛問你?!」

這次,我挨了兩巴掌.

老媽又問:「"You had better ask somebody."怎麼翻呢?」

我說:「你最好問別人.」

老媽:「你是我兒子,我問別人幹嘛?你又在皮癢了.」

我說:「啊! God save me!」

老媽:「敢耍你老媽?上帝也救不了你!」

老媽又給了我一巴掌.

「我再問你.」老媽: 「"Use your head, then think it over."又是什麼意思呢?」

我說:「動動你的腦子,再仔細想想.」

老媽:「死囝仔,還敢耍我?!」接著又要動手.

我連忙說:「是世上只有媽媽好的意思.」

嗯,這還差不多!」

老媽:「等一下我做好吃的給你吃,下次再問你]

我終於鬆了一口氣.

2008-08-02T18:59:00.000+08:00

So went bugis ytd..

had e-learning thing in e morning..

i was stupid enough to wake up so early..

N thx peeps for providing ans..

lolx..

At mrt was funny..

hahahahz..

lolx..

nvm nvm..

i hope rachel won post e real thing on blog..

hahahz..

shopped shopped..

bought bought..

T.T

N really..

i am seriously bankcrupted..T.T

N i only left wif 5 dollars..

T.T

my heart pain~

T.T

so going save up..

N hope my mummy gives me more money~~~~~

N shopped finish..

rachel went back..

N me n melia dinner-ed..

den hm-ed..

N my phone was spoiled agn..

wth..

=.=

seriously..

its second time..

within 1 week its spoil agn??

ohhhhhhh...

i am so suaizzzzzz...

T.T

N i seriously wanted tat art box mirror..

any1 kind enough to buy me tat?

T.T

N i will take it as my bdae present which is a long long time later..

hhahahahz..

since my choc mirror..

break into half..

T.T

i sure will suai for 7 yrs la...

T.T

i seriously bankcrupted..

ahhhhhhhhhhhh...

n i am so bored~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2008-07-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday rachel soh zhi min~

sweet n short post to wish u happy bdae.. =]

2008-07-29T21:25:00.000+08:00

Was late ytd.. D:

so kana detention..

n wan ying cut her hair..

hahaz..

very gal.. =]

nice rite?

hahaz..

n wanying was nice nice..

she pei me during detention..

hahaz..

so today was zzz..

had chem test n maths..

maths is i not very sure..

but chem is total cmi..

gonna flunk it very badly..

zzz..

nvm nvm..

n i got back my phone..

yeahs..

so damn happy..

hahaz..

so nth much to post oso..

coz too tired to type long.. =]

so bye~

2008-07-27T05:16:00.000+08:00

女孩,如果有个男孩为你哭,请抓住他的手

一个朋友告诉我,他哭了,为了一个女孩.

"你一定很爱很爱她吧."

"是爱到不知道怎么办才好."

"是吗?"

"男孩在你面前哭说明他已经快要窒息了,如果你拉住他的手,他真的可以陪你走完一生;如果你放弃了他,他会很难再回到以前的自己."

他的话音刚落,我心中突然很压抑……想到了他——那个曾经为我哭泣的男孩.

第一次,我决定离开他.他对我说,只要我幸福.我看见他强忍着泪水,我知道,转身时,他哭了.

第二次,我告诉他,我欺骗了他.他告诉我,会原谅我,因为他爱我.他抱着我哭了,我知道他一定很失望.

第三次,情人节.他紧紧地抱着我,对我说,不要离开他.他不让我看他的脸,我知道他哭了.最终,

是他选择了离开.我知道,他是对我感到绝望了.也许是我错的太多,一切都无法挽回.我,也选择

了离开.离开这个城市,逃避这里的一切.电话里,他哭泣着哀求我留下,但我却毅然决定离开.他

哭了,也是最后一次为我哭……

如今,我们都变了.他变了,变得陌生,过去,对他而言,也许只是很傻.我变了,变得麻木,过去,对我而言,也许只是遗憾.

过去我的任性,曾无数次伤害了他.现在的他,已不会像过去那样对感情认真.我知道,一切都已

改变.如果,一切可以重新来过,我一定不会离开.不会离开值得一辈子去爱的人.

男孩,不轻易哭泣,只有面对最爱的人时,才会变得脆弱.

男孩,不轻易哭泣,只有在太爱你的时候,才会放下自尊.

女孩,如果有个男孩为你哭,请拉住他的手,他真的可以陪你走完一生.

女孩,如果有个男孩为你哭,请不要放弃他,也许一个选择会毁掉一个人…

Read this n felt quite touched..

but i knew i won ever find a guy who will really cry for me..